Lady Annisa Edinburgh

But sometimes....just sometimes, what you get is just what you want or need. I've got a fairly new (six months or so) slut that I'm enjoying playing with. Where we are now with our play is very far removed in one respect from where we started, but in another we are just exactly where we started. Let me explain. I feel headspace wise we are far removed from where we started, the physical activities are much the same as where we started though we are moving things up a gear every time we session. To get the full picture I have to go back to the beginning. When we first started corresponding about sessioning he admitted he had never seen a Mistress before but had a fair bit of experience with certain activities with a partner and hoped to expand on this. He certainly seemed submissive and wanted to submit. All well and good. Our interests match, we sessioned and both of us had a great time. We seemed to have a good chemistry that worked for both of us in session. He wrote some...

How do you like my rather sexy, fetching stockings? For the first time ever I put myself into the hands of others and gave up control (only slightly!) while I participated in indulging in my medical fetish from the other side of the bedsheets. Yes, for the first time ever I was a patient! All in all it's been actually quite a positive experience. I was in theatre for just over 3 hours, which was longer than anticipated but then I'm never one to be very compliant. Was fully awake within an hour or so and was participating in giving my own anticoagulation injections before the evening was out. I was even planning on removing my own sutures when the time comes until I discovered the Surgeon kindly put in dissolving sutures to make a nicer, neater scar. I knew there was a reason I picked that particular Surgeon, she wants to make my wound site as aesthetically pleasing as possible. I strongly suspect she is a perfectionist which is quite handy for the career she has, indeed! ...

Like most people, the end of the year brings a bit of reflection of what's gone on in the last year, the ripple effects and how that shapes their future. I've had probably the most turbulent year of my existence so far. Without trying to sound all Pwincess like, I do mostly live a charmed life. I like it, it suits me and there is not much I can complain about. However, as I said it's been a topsy turvy year for me. The biggest event was losing someone very close to me, very suddenly. As the months have passed things have become easier, but the first Christmas, the first New Year and all the other firsts brings it home to me, him not being here. Having said that life goes on, everyone loses someone close at some point in their lives. I refuse to feel sorry for myself. I also refuse to say what a terrible year it's been. Yes, I've been devastated by events but time is a continuum and life events wax and wane giving us an opportunity to look at life, what it means...

It's a busy time of year for everyone so I've not got time to do a proper blog. Though that's not to say there are not lots of things rattling about in my head....now that the sutures have healed....:) Given that, I'm just posting a nice winter warming gallery to put a smile on my face at least!

Following on from the great success of the last facial shot, I've decided to carry on with them as a theme.....this one shows off my eyes quite well I think, not sure the eyeshadow suits though. This is one half of the heavy rebreather combo that I talked about in this blog. The other half was being used by my rather lovely heavy rubber slut who had just been enjoying a very intense series of rubber clinic therapies as seen below.      My fellow rubber lover had been extolling the virtues of chlorinated rubber, especially for gloves. He's had a few items done and raved about them. Sure enough when I tried his gloves out I was well impressed. However, at the time I was in no need for any new rubber items and certainly not any rubber gloves. Then within the space of 3 weeks I totally shredded 3 pairs of gloves trying to pull them on mid scene without any talc, that'll teach me! So he very kindly obliged in restocking me with some lovely full length red gloves, sho...

Further to my last post, I'd just like to thank everyone for their concern. I've had lots of email contacts asking after me following my head hitting the bar incident. I'm totally fine, 100% and have been since at least 10 minutes after it happened. Whether I appear sane and lucid is another story! The sutures have now been removed and my rather fetching blue highlights have gone....purple is more my colour anyway! Ok on to the Surgery now. I'm booked in for planned surgery on January 9th. I'll be in hospital for 2 days but have been told that I may need to stay off work for at least 3 weeks. Given I'm such a good patient (ok, maybe not so good with giving up control, but good with the pain side of things) then I'm thinking and hoping I might be back sessioning rather sooner than that. Given that, and the holiday season, I may well have limited availability until the end of January now. Even when I do come back to sessioning, I'm guessing that full...

I've been indulging in my favourite fetish, bloodplay , needles, sutures and all things medical. Not all totally expected but then life is never dull at the Fetish Clinic nor is the life of a Medical Mistress routine. I happened to use the biggest needles I've got (well except for the biopsy needles!) and pierced a deserving slut through the nipples on Monday. He took the pain well, didn't scream, he was warned, and basically endured probably his most painful activity for him to date just because I wanted to experiment with him. I wanted to see how much he could take pain wise after he had orgasm'd , and also to determine if his submissiveness diminished post orgasm. I've been interested in this for a while noting the difference in some people, but that's a whole other blog, for another time. Back to my nipple treatments, as I said he did quite well. He's managed to orgasm while enduring the insertion of a metal sound and some anal treatments...