While chatting to someone last week he mentioned that I must get the odd person who comes to me whose body I find repulsive. This took me aback. Unless someone is lacking in personal hygeine then I'm never phased by any body, even the ones that don't work that well! I've always had a fascination with bodies, male, female, big, small, fat, thin....the lot. As long as it was breathing then there has always been something interesting about each one. I'm fascinated by different shapes and sizes, and although bodies are basically the same, I'm interested in the different reactions and how widely they can vary depending on what you're doing to them. I'm also fascinated by how certain physical sensations have such a profound effect on the headspace of someone at any given time.
I view bodies as my playground. Somewhere for me to get lost in, to use, have fun with, manipulate, contort, control and just generally please myself with. I'm beginning to think I'm having my second childhood and playing with all these bodies is like playing with my dollies again! The dollies didn't scream though when I snapped their arm off.....some of my playthings today might!!!!
For those interested in the two images...He has a metal anal hook inserted which is attached to a forward pulley on the rack, at the end of the pulley is a bag of marbles (so it's easy for me to add more weight!). Both his wrists and ankles have cuffs which are then attached to spreader bars. The spreader bars are tied to the overhead gantry on the rack. His balls are tied up with weights added. He is placed on the rack so that the weights fall down through the purpose built hole in the rack into the cage below. He has a head harness on, which is attached to another rope and pulled backwards towards the other pulley on the rack, this has some wieghts added to the silver bucket which is attached so that his head is pulled in one direction while his ass is being pulled in the other!